Charlie Brown

I was in a bad luck today. Hit my nose on the street lamp directly. It hurt, became bigger , and everybody was worried about it. I Thought that It had been broken again, but it looked not.

In a class I saw a cartoon "Charlie Brown" I remember that I enjoyed it with a Korean edition when I was a child. Especially I liked Snoopy "The crazy dog"
In the movie, Charlie wasn't happy like me even though Christmas had come.
He looked for something interesting for Christmas. Lisa offered him a director of the Christmas play in a auditorium, but Every friend of his didn't listen to him.
He was so disappointed. He thought about the meaning of Christmas again, and then Linus showed him his monologue which had many meaningful words.

This movie is not for children. Every adult has to see it again. Particularly the piano music is awesome. I think I know the player, but don't remember now.

There is a final part of this chapter. Let's enjoy again!

The end of my great week

Yeah...... eventually, It's done. I want this situation to keep on, but it's time to finish the vacation of my mind. But how???? haha... Never mind.

At the night on Friday, before getting to Penelope, I was so excited to have my birthday party though I made a lot of mistakes at work. There are many difference between Korean and western people, I think that the celebration is the same.

Actually, I didn't expected that many people came to my party because I have not had my birthdays like this. I was so happy to hear friends' bless. Deliberately I drank a small bottle of conditioner( they called it "conditioner") first, and drank as much as I can. And then did the rabbit dance everybody wanted to see.

We went to a Karaoke room after having a great time in Penelope. I sang, did the dance like that I was a crazy man. I did every thing I hadn't been able to do before because of many of the korean eyes. I mean that In my society, I can not express what I want to much. when I do something weird they dont like, they ignore me after then. That is one of why I hate this society.

In the other hand, Foreign friends of mine accept me as what I am. I love this culture. I'm just different, but I'm not wrong. Everybody should know this fact.

Finally, went to Dragon Bar for drinking more , and playing Dart game. I didn't do well, but my patner Claudia was so professional. We won the game easily. Drank more beer talking with Heather, and listening to the music I requested. Perhaps we left the bar at 3:00 AM.

It was so fantastic!!! I don't want to forget the moment. Whan can I make a good memories like that?? I hope that It would be soon.

Well.... Today I finished a book" The witch of Portobello". A sentence I could remember was "Love simplely is" It was about love. The author makes me be disappointed these days. I know what love is ,or not. I know that everyone has their own definition about it.

But I feel satisfied by finishing this book even though I didn't understand the whole words.

Should prepare something now for tomorrow.

Miércoles, 10 de Diciembre (Español)

Todas las cosas estuvieron mal en mi trabajo sin ninguna razón.

¿Cuál es mi problema? Me vuelvo loco. Pienso que yo me enojo con algo.

¿Necesito descansar por largo timepo? No estoy de acuerdo conmigo.

Por eso, tome una botella de cerveza solo en un bar. La cerveza negra es la que siempre me gusta tomar.

El viernes tengo que tomar muchas botellas de cerbeza con mis amigos.

¡Salud!

Martes, 9 de Diciembre (Español)

No es buena esta semana. Los huérfanos vinieron otra vez.

Todos los profesores gritaron juntos. El fin de semana pasado hubieron muchas cosas que no entendi. El Domingo pasado tuve que llevar algunos niños a mi trabajo.

¡ Ese dia era para descansar!

No soy pesimista, pero en este caso deseo enojrme una vez.

Mi cumpleaños es el Viernes de esta semana. Pienso que tengo que hacer algo especial.

Return of the you-know-who

It was not a good start this week. I had to spend a long time for picking up the kids to work. Could earn more money, but needed to releave my stress on every weekend. Perhaps I might lose my temper by this weekend. It's my birthday week!!!

There weren't much teams this week, but an unexpected group came to kill S.E.V. people. Everyone in S.E.V. knows who they are..... The orphans....who are out of control... Last time some kids made teachers cry, shout, lose their temper or tired. Once a teacher cried on her birthday, another one shouted at a staff a lot of "F" words losing her temper. Yes.. they are so scary, horrible, terrible, hostile, and cranky that I can't explain to you.

Besides, a new more terrible group came to support them. The new kids from Busan..even they don't speak standard Korean. Some teachers had classes with them, and their reponse weren't as good as I expected. God bless you!!!!!

well... I have a lot to do.... first to go sleep....I'm nodding..

A daily of Korean guys

Well.... I needed to hang out somewhere I wanted to go. Yesterday went to Sin-chon to meet some of my best friends Sung-Jin, Sol-jae. We lived closely to each other in a village before, but it's uncomfortable to play together these days.

In Sin-chon we went to a billiard room first. We don't play computer games.(I used to play^^) In a billiard room we're not friends anymore. we love competition, so every player sometimes disturbs the opponents' turns with keep talking , moving their bodies fast before a player. Actually we don't do that because we've grown well.^^

Sung-jin pretending to be professional.

Me(Bill or Jong-duk)Always having a beautiful form
Sol-jae who is awful at this stuff

After this game. went to a restaurant for dinner. we don't get western food well.
During the dinner we talked about some crazy Korean girls who like to buy, to have western things though they can not afford them. they're called " Soy bean paste girl" Unfortunately, my sister likes that.... Oh......Damn..

And then we went to Hong-dae for drink. There was a bar that sold bottles of beer of many countries in cheap price. I wanted to taste Guinness Original, but it tasted the same as Korean dark beer. we drank many kind of beer talking about our future, girls, economy, policies we hate, plans, and sports.

Finally we said good-bye to go home. we are so far to each other, but we don't feel pleased whenever we met because we are always used to each other for a long time, and we trust each other strongly.

Well.....so..That's all. I feel nothing now..I just wanted to write this in English.

I have to go Kwang-ju to bring the children to my work. The officers are insane, but I don't have any chance to complain in this society.

Empty heart

I'm still learning English, and need to write some articles.

Whenever I see my articles, I feel that they are so childish. But It's OK. I believe in that I might be better soon.

After work, I had a shrimp burger with my collegues first in Lotteria. I expected that I could have fun, but there was a problem next to our table.

I don't know how to call them in English, I want to call them "High School Gang". There were some boys and girls, they were swearing(or cursing)to each other.

The voices were so loud, I could't enjoy my burger. One of my collegues wanted to make them
stop shouting, I had to calm him down though I felt like hitting them. They were just students.
We didn't need to have some trouble with them. Fortunetely, they had gone soon. but I thought
that I would not come there again.

Afterward, went to "Penelope" for drinking some beer with teachers in S. E. V. It was nice except I saw my boss whom I don't want to meet there. He knew that I did not drink, and asked
"Did you drink???" I got rooted the spot, had to think of something brilliant and smart. But God was on my side. There was a glass of water with some ice on my table so that I could say " NO, I didn't" Well.... Anyway he had gone home. I was so lucky. Yeah I was.

These days I feel empty though I don't know the reason. Just want to spend some money for my hobbies. Two days ago, I decided to buy a net book which is smaller than a lap-top. But I got to consider of that. What is the most important assignment of my life now?? The answer is simple.
Studying abroad. that's it!! so I have to save my money for the tuition. Maybe it's the second obstacle of my life. First, Military service... I came over it. Now It's 2nd round of the ring. Go for it Bill!!! Always be optimistic!!!

My birthday and Christmas are coming. Should prepare something special for everybody.